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Entry 2,615 - Monday, Nov 24, 2025 at 12:06 PM I've flirted with darkness. I've peered into her fantasies of power, control, fame. I've seen the limitlessness of my own power through her. I saw the visions she fed me. She thought me the biggest fool.  An easy catch. An easy slave to do her future bidding and I let her believe it all. And then before she could breathe her next breath I turned all her temptations into fuel for love. I've taken her offered blood sacrifices and turned them into flower beds of innocence. Her evils into sweet rivers of life. Her anger into calmness. Her wrath for power turned to content joy. Everything she offered me I offered back to the Infinite Creator. I've become darkness' worst nightmare. For in that moment I heard from her own demons: "It is too late. For he has tasted the elixir of life."   Entry 2,616 -  Monday, Nov 24, 2025 at 12:37 PM Taking other peoples' karma — a lower practice When I was studying under Yog...

Entry 2,607 - Wednesday, Nov 19, 2025 at 3:54 PM I was reading in this weeks messages for the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints this article: November 17–23: “Prepare Ye for the Coming of the Bridegroom”: Doctrine and Covenants 133–134 https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/come-follow-me-for-home-and-church-doctrine-and-covenants-2025/47-doctrine-and-covenants-133-134?lang=eng What I love about the LDS Church is they provide a topic to ponder for the whole week so that people are prepared to discuss it with each other the following Sunday. In one portion of the scripture referenced, it mentioned how the Lord will show his holy arm. Essentially, he will make it visible, which is another thing aligned with the Essenes as mentioned also in the Holy Megillah. It mentions in the Holy Megillah that there is a hidden arm and a visible arm up until the coming of, I believe, Jahday and Jahnah (Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene the Lady Christ). For the time being, the reason ...