Entry 2,533 - Death Day Manual

Entry 2,533 - Death Day Manual

I realize I haven’t talked much in terms of how to purposefully initiate the death day experience. Similar to an orgasm, there is a build-up and then a release. Similar to life, there is a long journey of life, death, and then a release. Similarly, with a death day, one experiences a long time not knowing who they are, why they came here, what their purpose is, if the story they believe is all there is, or if there’s more, and so forth.

Then, as one consciously chooses to leave behind the questions, go within, and begin the desire for the death and rebirth of their ego (or you could see it as uploading one’s software to a more advanced software), certain things will initialize a death day, and then a release of DMT chemicals in the pineal gland will activate the “new software” one has spent preparing for.

Just like one clicks a button to download new software off an internet page, one has to consciously choose to go through a death day experience. And to those who have just heard this term, essentially it’s my way of saying a “kundalini awakening” without all the religious junk that follows the word. You still live in your body, but now with upgraded and advanced software.

You go from being a part of not understanding that life is all art and we are the artists, to finding so much joy in all the art you’ve created and will continue to create. It’s a whole mind shift into a new paradigm that is permanent. Once you do it, there’s no downgrading, so it’s important you know what you’re signing up for.

There are people who still wish to experience life with the intense unknowings: not knowing why they were created, where they came from, if they sprouted into existence at a certain point or if they are infinite, multidimensional entities, not sure where they’re going, or even their passions or purpose in life.

The list goes on and on. In this type of software system, it may seem like the world is against them and they have to fight their way to victory. There are clear distinctions between good guys and bad guys. There’s a clear story that is right and other stories that are wrong and evil. People aren’t seen as interconnected but as either friends or foes. If they are a friend, they are good. If they are a foe, they are bad. Very elementary thinking in terms of all the entities that live in our universe.

To other entities, the majority of people on Earth are the equivalent of what Grand Theft Auto is to us. You go into that online multiplayer mode, and you can sure as bet it’s crazy, wild, and chaotic. On our Earth, we not only have the chaos, but systems designed to suppress and control us at any opportunity: control our data, our time, our energy to work for larger systems run by psychopaths, sociopaths, and narcissists. It’s a very strange world to many entities that peer into Earth.

So back to death day. There are a few things you can do right now to begin that “downloading process” or “activation process.” One, you accept that things will never be the same as they once were. You have to have total acceptance of this, because it will not activate against your free will. The kundalini energy at the base of the spine, or what I like to call the Fibonacci spiral of energy coiled at the base of the spine, only cooperates WITH your free will, not against it. If you are not fully ready to leave everything of how you used to see things behind, you are not ready to experience a death day, and you will not activate it. 

Secondly, you have to be disciplined with this energy. It will continue to grow subtly over time. It would be nuts to attempt to unleash the full power of this Fibonacci spiral of energy when the circuit wires aren’t capable of handling the actual electrical output of the energy. You must build the circuitry capable of handling a death day process. Think of this as your caterpillar-to-butterfly moment. It won’t be cute. It won’t be pretty. It’s a process that takes dedication and time. Just like a caterpillar doesn’t become a butterfly overnight, you’re not going to accept all this, activate it in one night, and then boom—you’re good.

Your whole entire body goes through a major transformation. You have to make the preparation for this energy. You do this through sitting or meditating. What I did was start with 10 minutes a day and each week increased it by 5 minutes. It will help tremendously and speed up the process if you get to the point where you are meditating an hour in the morning and an hour at night.

There are many types of meditations you can do. I recommend energization exercises by Yogananda before your meditation, and box breathing to start off your meditation for however long you need to calm the mind from being inwardly focused to presently focused. You’ll know, as it will vary person to person. Then I would move to focusing on something in the present moment.

That could be the air flowing in and out of your nostril. It could be the energy going up and down your spine every time you breathe in and out. It could even be focusing on your body as a whole. What does it feel like to be grounded? What does it feel like to be in your body? What does your heart feel like? What does it feel like to move your consciousness into your heart, or your intestines, or lower? Be curiously present, focused, and engaged.

Eventually, and at our own rate of preparation, there will be a moment when you will feel called to a type of meditation that causes one to squeeze the lower part of your body and lower abdomen, to help the energy go up the spine. If you’ve been meditating and you are very connected to your body in the present moment, you will know when it is time for this. I can’t decide for you. Your mom can’t decide for you, but you will know.

You may add that type of meditation at the end of your hour-long meditation or the last 10 minutes of your 30-minute meditation. What you will notice is this fibonacci spiral of energy actually can be felt moving up one’s spine through conscious effort. Eventually, you will feel it pulsating at the back of the neck, then it will work its way up around the medulla oblongata, then it will work its way up above the medulla oblongata, then it can be felt entering the pineal gland, quite literally. Then you will eventually feel your third eye tingling. I noticed that once it reached my neck, it was quite euphoric, and by the time it makes it past the medulla oblongata, VERY euphoric.

This is not something that will happen overnight. It is something you woo with care and intention. You learn discipline, effort, and care through this process. It’s like wooing a rabbit to eat a carrot from your hand. It’s not going to be the first time you lock eyes with a wild rabbit. It may take longer than you expected, or shorter, but that’s totally fine. Better to have the body prepared for your death day than to be overwhelmed and back out.

Now, eventually, there is something that happens. I say by the time it enters your pineal gland, the activation process has begun. It’s no longer journeying to the pineal gland. It has arrived. Now it will wait until it has enough cerebrospinal fluid to change enough of the chemicals in your pineal gland into the DMT molecule, which will begin the death day process.

Once you do have enough fibonacci spiral energy in your pineal gland, it will then begin to send tingles into your third eye, the place between your eyebrows. At that point, death day has commenced. You are now on the other side, and it is permanent.

There is no going back. Until it reached my pineal gland, it would feel as if I were peering in and peering out — kind of like being between two states of reality. It was still temporary. It gave me a little glimpse of what my life was going to be like for the rest of my life. It is important to maintain your meditation in the morning and night before and after death day, as this will help ground you in the present moment.

Now, I have never taken any hallucinogenic drugs, but I could imagine they might share some similarities. If anyone has ever tripped at all on synthetic DMT, they may be aware that time is very different while taking the drug. Now, with your natural DMT activated, you will need to work hard to stay grounded in the present moment. You will have new challenges, and many old ones you used to have will fall away easily. Challenges around addiction are almost nonexistent for me, but dealing with feeling ungrounded and becoming existential is something that happens if I am not consistent with my meditative practice.

The thing is, with these recreational hallucinogens, they are temporary experiences. A lot of times they are at an incredibly high dose but only last for however long the drug stays in your system. The death day process makes it so you are quite literally tripping naturally off of yourself, permanently. This is why it takes preparation, because it is a whole new experience of life.

Though yes, the amount is incredibly minute compared to recreational hallucinogens from drug dealers, nonetheless it is enough to change EVERYTHING you once knew. It is enough to make everything different. After that moment, there is no going back to how things were, unless you are literally entering a meditative experience and go back into the memory either while alive or on the other side.

But even then you will feel its effects even more because you’re aware that you are interdimensionally traveling with ease. That is the power of DMT released through the fibonacci spiral. Even if I don’t meditate for a few days or a few weeks, I cannot revert to what I didn’t know. It is what it is; that’s why you’ve got to be sure you want to go through this transformative process. 

Once again, this death day experiences will change EVERYTHING. Not just spiritually, but in every way. A body that regenerates quicker, is healthier, is more interconnected to every part of ones body, animals, other people, and the earth, even that which is beyond the earth. I can tell you story upon story of me traveling to other planets, meeting with entities who are thoroughly surprised but incredibly grateful to host me and my friends on our meditative trips.

And mind you, I have never used recreational drugs of any kind. This is all due to the death day experience. But anyways, you will have spiritual skills that normally people have to try really hard to master, but are easy and quick for you to adopt. Learning is fast and compoundable. Even after five years, I’m surprised at the diversity of what this added energy can do for me.

Reading intentions very easily through people’s body, even being aware of the thoughts people identify with but don’t say out loud. That one is a lot for one to bear and I prefer to keep it mostly closed. The growth in every direction, physical, mental, spiritual becomes exponential after one goes through their death day experience.

It almost feels at times like I’m a totally different species because of going through that. I feel very lonely, wishing I could help more people go through this process and understand what it feels like to be like this. It’s powerful, beautiful, magnetic, and so much more. In terms of how much energy I have in my system, it feels like the sun in the middle of a bunch of factory-made light bulbs. In a way, you definitely do hold more electrical energy, and others do not.

To give you an understanding, after I orgasm “down there,” I will literally move in a sinusoidal pattern on average for 15 seconds. Recently it’s been for 20 seconds. That’s 20 seconds of my body being moved aggressively by this NEW AMOUNT of fibonacci spiral energy that has been downloaded at the base of my spine, which represents the NEXT death day I am to prepare for.

You could imagine this first death day I’ve been talking about as going from a caterpillar to a butterfly, and this second death day as going from a baby octopus that doesn’t know how to survive, just born, to a full-blown octopus that can change its genetic codes to its liking to blend in with the coral reefs when predators come.  

This next one I’m preparing for is being able to turn on genes to activate certain aspects of my body that I would like, or turning off others I don’t like, such as growing taller, becoming more muscular, etc. Eventually, I would be able to have so much mastery over my body I would be able to dematerialize and rematerialize at will. Now, I’m definitely not saying this is anytime soon, but I do know I am already disciplining myself to eventually get back on the road toward it.

To be honest, it scares the crap out of me, just like the first death day did. I was scared, but I pushed through. I had so much anxiety, and stress from that anxiety I felt like there was no other option for me. I was paralyzed by my own fears and would sit for hours on the floor because my mind couldn’t stop all the potentialities of all that could go wrong.  

I hit a point where I needed to go through it because I was so lost, so confused on who I was, what I was doing here, and more. I wanted more than anything to remember where I came from, back then what I thought was the most “correct story” out of all of them, and so on. I HAD to know. Every part of my body was yearning toward it. I couldn’t not do it. Even with the fear, I moved headfirst in. 

As of now, I am in this strange limbo area. I am still, even five years later, trying to ground myself after that first death day. There are things I didn’t make sense of until literally days ago. If I had a physical teacher, perhaps I would have understood the connection years earlier, but that also is not part of my path.

I chose for it to be like this, and there is a certain flow that I know I am in. I am still integrating a lot of information, trying to make sense of it, and living in it to help others. Eventually, when it’s time, I will make serious time toward the next death day activation (having the new bank of big energy stored at the base of my spine after my first death day).

It is seriously so powerful; it is a big reason why I don’t have sex with random people, because it’s a vulnerable place to be, looking like you’re having a fucking seizure every time you orgasm. But it is what it is. I signed up for it. And don’t worry, you won’t start with moving like a sine wave for 15 seconds.

At first, after my death day, it was barely a second. Over the five years, it has grown to 20 seconds, but I am also on that trajectory for my second death day in this life, so it makes sense for me. Some people may never have the desire to work beyond that first death day toward their second, and that is totally understandable. Others will. It all depends on what the person wants to experience and when.

And obviously, from a higher-self perspective, before your death day or after is not better or worse than the other, merely different perspectives. But from a human perspective, it most definitely benefits you in every way you could think of and is a major advantage to have in this world if you do go forward with it.