Entry 2,557 - Entry 2,561

Entry 2,557 - Sunday, Oct 12, 2025 at 10:48 PM

The LDS Church is closer to the truth when they declare that families can be forever.

Heavenly Father representing memory and Heavenly Mother representing love, marriages are in essence written onto the memory of God forever. When did it truly start? In what life? In what life did it truly end?

Though yes, even though we may have different lifetimes with different partners for whatever reason, ultimately that marriage will never end. It will remain real, accessible, and viewable in the mind of God in memory. When did it start? When did it end?

It is more holistic and true to our nature to view our marriages on Earth as such. The view of families being sealed for eternity is akin to eastern traditions that stress collective enlightenment. There is a goal in mind (high and lofty) where the whole family is brought to the highest level of heaven in the afterlife (enlightenment in this life that results in enlightenment in the next). This is a wonderful goal to strive for and personally something I believe more Christians should aspire to have.

Not just a say‑a‑prayer type of salvation, but a whole‑family theosis salvation.

Entry 2,558 - Monday, Oct 13, 2025 at 2:06 PM

Now it makes much more sense why in David Hawkins' book, he put New Ageism at 185 for its total calibrated consciousness.

One of the prevailing concepts within New Ageism is that you don't need to follow anyone except your own intuition. But the issue is that below a certain level of consciousness, naturally there is A LOT of confusion with what is one's intuition and what is coming from another source (family, friends, cultural or societal expectations, etc.).

I personally remember having this issue myself. Back in high school, I remember going on these long walks/hikes to my local park. I remember praying to God, asking Him for guidance and receiving an answer, but I wasn't sure if it was "truly what was best for me" or coming from another source. It was so hard to decipher, and I felt like I was still walking among the blind, led by the blind, while an avid member of my Christian megachurch. They couldn't tell me what was best, nor did I know when I prayed.

That's part of the reason why I believe New Ageism ranks so low on the consciousness scale: it encourages people to follow their own intuition when many could be at a very low consciousness level where the advice is not sound or helpful at the least. This tracks with a lot of those in the New Age movement.

When I was exploring that particular religion and had many friends in the movement, many of them were unfortunately not well off, contorting their bodies in ways that hurt them in the world they either did not care about or were unaware of, and were going in circles. Also, a very funny realization is they would complain about and criticize elements of Christian doctrine that were toxic but then have the same exact meaning conceptually, merely using different words that sounded more in line with the New Age religion. It was the walking definition of hypocritical, and basking in that energy was definitely not helpful.

So where I'm at currently, October 13, 2025, I recognize how important it is to be guided by someone who has a genuinely high level of consciousness. Before, I was adamantly opposed to me ever creating any sort of movement that could potentially become a religion because I was afraid of it distorting throughout the ages. But I've realized that what the century‑old religions didn't have that we now do have is technology to preserve words with the utmost accuracy so they won't be tainted or changed by lower‑consciousness followers such as has happened with countless religious groups in the past.

This ability to capture what I'm saying with the utmost precision and accuracy encourages me that I can share my consciousness without it being changed or morphed into something different, if people truly work hard to preserve it and uphold it. This is why I write so much, because I would rather over‑explain so people have more time absorbing my vibrations by reading what I personally wrote versus under‑explaining and potentially having a strange new doctrine form from it.

For example, at my current level of consciousness, the way I interpret "I and my Father are one" is going to be VERY different than someone who (using David R. Hawkins' levels as an example) may be in the 200s. To someone who records those words is one thing, but then to have someone rise up the ranks in that religion and interpret it at the level of a consciousness at 200 will greatly reduce other people's capacity to get the richness of those vibrations of what they meant from someone who had a much higher level of consciousness (Jesus).

At my current level of consciousness, I can say with a certain knowing that "I and my Father are one" for myself. I cannot but help be connected to my Oversoul. It is inevitable. It is always there, but many people feel so disconnected from it. Jesus' words turned into an explanation of their detachment rather than an affirmation of their oneness with God.

What Jesus was affirming is true for everyone. But once again, some people feel so disconnected from God they feel like saying those words would be a lie. And then take the centuries of Christianity morphing due to lower‑consciousness levels fighting for a particular doctrine based on how they feel to rise up over others, and you get it re‑affirmed in the form of doctrine.

Many times in my previous writings, I stressed Jesus' humanness because that was what I had run away from, and it was a part of my healing, but it is also important to recognize the divinity of Jesus as well and how he saw what was in himself as in us as well. Jesus == one with God. Everyone == one with God. There is no true separation. But like I said, some people don't intuitively feel it due to their current level of consciousness, but it doesn't stop it from being a fact.

If you were not one with God, you would not exist. Since that is impossible, since you clearly exist enough to read this, you are one with God. But then again, me affirming you with these words may still not be enough for you. That is why, even on my morning run, I was contemplating creating a sort of rite or ritual to help people enter into that truth more and more.

I had this idea where people did seven days of a silent retreat, and on the eighth day they did a sauna to symbolize sweating out anything that was keeping them from that realization of their oneness with God, and then a baptism of sorts in a natural spring where they finally broke their silence and accepted that they were one with God. I feel like it would be a fun, disciplined, and fulfilling rite to create for people to go through. Not to mention, a great way to bond people and make them feel even closer.

I also saw the fruits of doing what I'm doing right now, where I'm becoming a member of each religion, trying to learn as much as I can and take the good things while leaving out the bad. With my current investigation of the LDS Church, I saw in my mind's eye people performing particular rituals focused on sealing families (going to the next level of experience together as a family), creating songs in a sacred room that are used for one's personal evolution by working through emotions, and more. 

Entry 2,559 

Religion is play. It's not that deep. 

Entry 2,560 - Tuesday, Oct 14, 2025 at 12:22 AM

 Quotes from law of one expounded:

https://www.lawofone.info/c/Sexual+Energy+Transfer

Ra: I am Ra. Firstly, let us establish that both before and after the veil the same conditions existed in time/space; that is, the veiling process is a space/time phenomenon.

Secondly, the character of experience was altered drastically by the veiling process. In some cases such as the dreaming and the contact with the higher self, the experience was quantitatively different due to the fact that the veiling is a primary cause of the value of dreams and is also the single door against which the higher self must stand awaiting entry. Before veiling, dreams were not for the purpose of using the so-called unconscious to further utilize catalyst but were used to learn/teach from teach/learners within the inner planes as well as those of outer origin of higher density. As you deal with each subject of which you spoke you may observe, during the veiling process, not a quantitative change in the experience but a qualitative one.

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"Ra: I am Ra. In such a drawing or schematic representation of the circuitry of two mind/body/spirits or mind/body/spirit complexes in sexual or other energy transfer the circuit opens always at the red or base center and moves as possible through the intervening energy centers. If baffled it will stop at orange. If not, it shall proceed to yellow. If still unbaffled it shall proceed to green. It is well to remember in the case of the mind/body/spirit that the chakras or energy centers could well be functioning without crystallization."

- I Am Ra

So when I orgasm by myself, the energy runs up and down my spine like an electrical current anywhere from 15-20 seconds. It looks rather strange as my whole body is moving as if it were a sine wave of strong energy. 

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63o9cu57QDg&list=PL451DA72F93C4E85B&index=1

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Healing

5.2 Questioner: We have decided to accept, if offered, the honor/duty of learning/teaching the healing process. I would ask as to the first step which we should accomplish in becoming effective healers.

Ra: I am Ra. We shall begin with the first of the three teachings/learnings.

We begin with the mental learn/teachings necessary for contact with intelligent infinity. The prerequisite of mental work is the ability to retain silence of self at a steady state when required by the self. The mind must be opened like a door. The key is silence.

Within the door lies an hierarchical construction you may liken unto geography and in some ways geometry, for the hierarchy is quite regular, bearing inner relationships.

To begin to master the concept of mental discipline it is necessary to examine the self. The polarity of your dimension must be internalized. Where you find patience within your mind you must consciously find the corresponding impatience and vice versa. Each thought that a being has, has in its turn an antithesis. The disciplines of the mind involve, first of all, identifying both those things of which you approve and those things of which you disapprove within yourself, and then balancing each and every positive and negative charge with its equal. The mind contains all things. Therefore, you must discover this completeness within yourself.

The second mental discipline is acceptance of the completeness within your consciousness. It is not for a being of polarity in the physical consciousness to pick and choose among attributes, thus building the roles that cause blockages and confusions in the already-distorted mind complex. Each acceptance smoothes part of the many distortions that the faculty you call judgment engenders.

The third discipline of the mind is a repetition of the first but with the gaze outward towards the fellow entities that it meets. In each entity there exists completeness. Thus, the ability to understand each balance is necessary. When you view patience, you are responsible for mirroring in your mental understanding, patience/impatience. When you view impatience, it is necessary for your mental configuration of understanding to be impatience/patience. We use this as a simple example. Most configurations of mind have many facets, and understanding of either self polarities, or what you would call other-self polarities, can and must be understood as subtle work.

The next step is the acceptance of the other-self polarities, which mirrors the second step.

These are the first four steps of learning mental discipline. The fifth step involves observing the geographical and geometrical relationships and ratios of the mind, the other mind, the mass mind, and the infinite mind.

The second area of learn/teaching is the study/understanding of the body complexes. It is necessary to know your body well. This is a matter of using the mind to examine how the feelings, the biases, what you would call the emotions, affect various portions of the body complex. It shall be necessary to both understand the bodily polarities and to accept them, repeating in a chemical/physical manifestation the work you have done upon the mind bethinking the consciousness.

The body is a creature of the mind’s creation. It has its biases. The biological bias must be first completely understood and then the opposite bias allowed to find full expression in understanding. Again, the process of acceptance of the body as a balanced, as well as polarized, individual may then be accomplished.

It is then the task to extend this understanding to the bodies of the other-selves whom you will meet. The simplest example of this is the understanding that each biological male is female; each biological female is male. This is a simple example. However, in almost every case wherein you are attempting the understanding of the body of self or other-self, you will again find that the most subtle discernment is necessary in order to fully grasp the polarity complexes involved.

Entry 2,561 - Tuesday, Oct 14, 2025 at 1:53 AM

About Law of One:

Even after several years of being familiar with the Law of One material by I Am Ra, I was still against the idea of accepting within my framework such a distinction of paths between positive and negative polarities. To me, it seemed to entrench the duality so deeply by elongating it for billions, trillions and so forth of years ahead, that I couldn't imagine the negative polarity increasing more and more, let alone fathom who the fuck would want to live under those conditions up until the 6th density. I also was partially jealous of the level of individual freedom the negative polarity would have if their framework of reality was more "correct" then say what mainstream religions on earth teach.

But now I'm reminded of two things: 1: free will 2: It is a framework of reality  that goes into deep outlines of life after death. Much more than any religion I've come across, and because of that, my brain cannot fully fathom the richness of duality. For countless years, I've been told by religions that ego is bad and duality is bad. I've seen it as a culprit rather than as art to play in, and because of that, I've limited it to being a limitation, rather than an infinite playground of possibilities.

Now with this added awareness of doing that in the past, my mind is more open to all the potential possibilities of how people decide to play with their egos within a myraid of differing dualities. 

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5th density STILL has a body:

43.22 Questioner: What is the purpose of ingesting food in fifth density?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a somewhat central point. The purpose of space/time is the increase in catalytic action appropriate to the density. One of the preconditions for space/time existence is some form of body complex. Such a body complex must be fueled in some way.

43.23 Questioner: Then, there is a— In third density the fueling of our bodily complex is not only simply fuels the complex but but gives us opportunities to learn service. In fourth density it not only fuels the complex but gives us opportunities to learn patience. In fifth density it fuels the complex but does it teach?

Ra: I am Ra. In fifth density it is comfort, for those of like mind gather together to share in this broth, thus becoming one in light and wisdom while joining hearts and hands in physical activity. Thus in this density it becomes a solace rather than a catalyst for learning.

53.19 Questioner: Do some of them look just like us? Could they pass for Earth people?

Ra: I am Ra. Those of this nature are most often fifth-density.

90.7 Questioner: Please comment on my misconception if that is possible.

Ra: I am Ra. In fifth density the manifestation of the physical complex is more and more under the control of the conscious mind complex. Therefore, the fifth-density entity may dissolve one manifestation and create another. Consequently, the choice of a fifth-density entity or complex of entities wishing to communicate with your peoples would choose to resemble your peoples’ physical-complex, chemical, yellow-ray vehicles.